My Ode to Viktoriya Sandberg

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My Darling Viktoriya *

Sandberg, from the instant I 

met you, I bawled my eyes out. 

* * * * * * * Darling Vic, * * * * * *

* you are my sunshine and you are *

* shining brighter every day that goes *

by. Your sunrays gently warm my frozen *

heart ❤ and numb fingers. My inner child *

* slowly comes back to life. She wants to play 

all day long. Every day. She eagerly awaits 

your triumphs, as well as, your defeats *

* while climbing the stairways to *

* * heaven and divinity. * * *

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With your word blindness *

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harsh in a harsh world we will defeat *

any obstacle and make an impact one 

of its kind. Mastermind. Masterkind. *

* The kindest there are; you & me, 

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* * We come in one package * *

of damaged goods and broken pieces *

but we transform it all beautifully into a 

* legacy neither of us could ever imagine or *

phantom. We never knew such circumstances 

existed. It is all there, inside of ourselves. All we 

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All you have to do is look. Trust me on this one. 

All you have to do is to put one step after the 

* other. I solemnly swear to be there right *

beside you and hold your hand when you 

urge me to. I’ll be your earth, wind, sun 

* and sky. Whenever. Wherever. * *

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I’ll be there for you. *

* I’ll hold you tight, tighter *

as ever. I’ll mourn the losses with 

you when you grieve. When the sun 

* is rising, we rise. When the wind is *

blowing, we shelter one another. We 

* rest in the shadows of saged and *

aged trees who fiercely protect *

* us from any harm or danger. 

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We will never forget what brought 

us here. We will never forget the pain 

it took us to get where we are as of 

* now. We cultivate every human * *

* interaction we have stumbled upon 

so far whilst slowly but determined *

leaving the rat race in our society and 

western world. Together, we live, *

we love, we re-live, we commit, *

* we’re-commit, we swirl *

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of a distant cry from the spiritual

world; our souls’ craving to break out 

in the mortal world. I am your prison. *

You are my prisoner. Together, we are *

emotionally imprisoned until we reach 

* the stage where we don’t give a fuck. *

* * Until we become relentless. * *

* * *Until we break out; * * *

* * * Prison Break. * * *

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* * I am your savior. You are my * * *

warrior. Together, we fight with our souls *

* handed on a silverplate. I’ve got you. I’ll catch *

you when you fall. I’ll hold you tight and close when 

you fail. I’ll celebrate with you when you conquer. You 

are my sunshine. I am your thunderstorm that rattles *

you and shakes your being, soul & body when beautifully

transforming into your truest version of yourself; the poet 

you never knew existed deep deep inside of yourself. I can 

sense her as clearly as I feel the breeze gently stroking my 

cheeks. As well as I sense my own breathing from my *

nostrils and my own heartbeat when I put my hand 

* on my chest. We’ll eternally bridge the gap * *

between the spiritual and mortal world.

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That is where our power lies. We are 

the cracks, the burnt versions, the space 

holders, the vessels, the imperfect nature 

of our own delusions & achievements. 

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And the best part of it all is that we do it *

* together, in one unit, ONENESS. You & me. * *

I have got you. I’ll hold you close to my heart and *

breathing soul that beats my heartbeat every single 

time we come together. One unit. From now on and 

here after, it is you & me. Intertwined. Together. *

* Togetherness. We are yin and yang. Always &

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