* It is all about being safe and the *

* sense of feeling safe that matters. Nothing *

* else matters to the majority of us anyways. Instead *

of tearing each other apart, why not nourishing each other’s

soul. It is a way more productive way to go about life. When we

tend to our souls, something drastic happens to us human beings.

* We excel, surpass, exceed, expand and break all boundaries *

there are to break. It is rather magical 💛 for lack of a better

appropriate word. Losing and starting again. Losing every-

thing that matters in life can take away anyone’s spirit.

Starting from scratch with nothing more *

than a physical damaged mind, over-sized body,

bleeding heart and wretched/tormented soul would

* seal the lid once and for all would most likely scare off

most people. But bouncing back to life with no spirit what-

soever with all what it takes and then some more is not for *

everybody. Certainly not someone who thrived and was highly

addicted to external praise and external recognition but life has

its twists and so it turns out that even for an over-achiever like

* me made it through everything despite every card in her *

hands told her that she was doomed from the beginning.

* And here I am standing tall with everything in my *

* hands. What was likely to be out of my hands *

* unlikely became what was for me *

* reachable and accessible. *