☘ For the First Time

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For the first time in my life,

* I am no longer running, pushing, pulling, *

fighting resistance, giving into my fears, letting others,

* who by the way don’t know me well enough, dictate my *

conditions and circumstances or letting toxicity interfere, not

people, not things, not situations. I am dictating my life all by *

myself! And I tend to savour the flavour, appreciate the lessons

learned along the way. I deliberately walk slowly & seep every-

* thing in; the pain, the joy, the hurt, true connections, the *

shame, the wrong turns, the right people who come my

way, the wonder, the dreams, the excitement and all

* the things that fit into a person’s life time. *

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I accept myself exactly the way *

* I am. I am learning. Unlearning. Growing.

Fearing. Dreading. And I work with blocks and

the other way around. I write without boundaries, *

relentlessly and always with authentic feelings. My

* feelings dictate what I am putting in print and all in

collaboration with my soul. I don’t get to decide what

I write. It is all coming to me at the right moment

with the true feelings that emerge in my body,

soul, heart and mind.

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And it’s not until what *

I have written, effortlessly, I

* get to decide what works, which

darlings to kill, what to add, head-

lining, what to re-phrase and so on.

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