My Ode to Victoria Sandberg

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* My Darling Vic *

Sandberg, from the instant I 

met you, I bawled my eyes out. 

Darling Vic, you are my sunshine 

& you are shining brighter every day 

that goes by. Your sunrays gently warm 

my frozen heart ❤ & numb fingers. My *

inner child slowly comes back to life. She 

wants to play all day long. Every day. She 

eagerly awaits your triumphs, as well as, 

your defeats while climbing the stair–

* ways to heaven & divinity. *

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With your word blindness 

& my incapacity to become *

harsh in a harsh world we will 

* defeat any obstacle & make an 

impact one of its kind. Master-

mind. Masterkind. The kindest 

tHERe are; you & me, togetHER.

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We come in one package of 

* damaged goods & broken pieces *

but we transform it all beautifully into a 

legacy neither of us could ever imagine or *

phantom. We never knew such circumstances 

existed. It is all there, inside of ourselves. All *

* we have to do is to look. All you have to do is *

look. Trust me on this one. All you have to do *

is to put one step after the otHER. I solemnly 

* swear to be there right beside you & hold 

your hand when you urge me to. I’ll be *

* your earth, wind, sun & sky. *

* Whenever. Wherever. *

* However. *

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I’ll be there for you. *

I’ll hold you tight, tighter *

as ever. I’ll mourn the losses with 

you when you grieve. When the sun 

is rising, we rise. When the wind is *

blowing, we shelter one another. We 

* rest in the shadows of saged & *

aged trees who fiercely protect 

us from any harm or danger. 

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We will never forget what brought 

us here. We will never forget the pain 

it took us to get wHERe we are as of *

now. We cultivate every human inter-

action we have stumbled upon so far *

whilst slowly but determined leaving 

the rat race in our society & western 

world. Together, we live, we love, 

we re-live, we commit, we’re-

commit, we swirl around *

* the WORLD. *

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We dance to the beat of a 

distant cry from the spiritual 

world; our souls’ craving to break 

out in the mortal world. I am your 

prison. You are my prisoner. To-get–

her, we are emotionally imprisoned 

until we reach the stage where we *

don’t give a fuck. Until we become 

relentless. Until we break out;

* Prison Break. *

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* I am your savior. You are my *

warrior. Together, we fight with our souls 

handed on a silverplate. I’ve got you. I’ll catch *

you when you fall. I’ll hold you tight & close when 

you fail. I’ll celebrate with you when you conquer. You 

are my sunshine. I am your thunderstorm that rattles *

you & shakes your BEING, soul & body when beautifully

transforming into your truest version of yourself; the poet 

you never knew existed deep deep inside of yourself. I can 

sense her as clearly as I feel the breeze gently stroking my 

cheeks. As well as I sense my own breathing from my *

* nostrils & my own heartbeat when I put my hand 

* on my chest. We’ll eternally bridge the gap *

between the spiritual & mortal world. *

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That is where our power lies. We are 

the cracks, the BURNT versions, the space 

holders, the vessels, the imperfect nature 

of our own delusions & achievements.

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& the best part of it all 

is that we do it together, in 

* one unit, ONENESS. You & 

me. I have got you. I’ll hold you *

close to my heart & breathing soul 

that beats my heartbeat every single 

time we come togetHER. One unit. 

* From now on & here after, it is *

you & me. Intertwined. Toget– *

her. Togetherness. We are yin 

* & yang. Always & *

* forever ♥. *

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