My Ode to Victoria Sandberg

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My Darling Vic 

Sandberg, from the 

instant I met you, I *

bawled my eyes out. 

Darling Vic,you are my 

sunshine and you are

shining brighter every 

day that goes by. Your 

sunrays gently warm *

* my frozen heart ❤ & 

* numb fingers. 

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My inner child

slowly comes back to life.

She wants to play all day long.

Every day. She eagerly awaits your

triumphs, as well as, your defeats while

climbing the stairways to heaven & divinity.

With your word blindness & my incapacity 

* to BECOME harsh in a harsh world we *

will defeat any obstacle & make an im- *

* pact one of its kind. Mastermind. 

Masterkind. The kindest there 

are; you & me, together.

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We come in one 

package of damaged 

goods & broken pieces

but we transform it all 

beautifully into a legacy 

neither of us could ever 

imagine or phantom.

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We never knew such circumstances 

existed. It is all tHERe, inside of our- 

selves. All we have to do is to look. All *

* you have to do is look. Trust me on this * 

* one. All you have to do is to put one step *

after the other. I solemnly swear to be there 

* right beside you & hold your hand when *

* you urge me to. I’ll be your EARTH, *

* WIND, SUN & SKY. Whenever. *

* Wherever. However. *

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I’ll be tHERe for you.

I’ll hold you tight, tighter

* as ever. I’ll mourn the losses *

with you when you grieve. When 

the sun is rising, we rise. When the 

wind is blowing, we shelter one an-

otHER. We rest in the shadows of 

saged & aged trees who fiercely 

* protect us fromany harm *

or danger.

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We will never forget what 

brought us here. We will *

never forget the pain it took 

* us to get where we are as of 

now. We cultivate every human

interaction we have stumbled *

* upon so far whilst slowly but *

determined leaving the rat race

in our society & western world.

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gether, we live, we love, we re-live, we

commit, we’re-commit, we swirl around *

* the world. We dance to the beat of a distant 

cry from the spiritual world; our souls’ craving *

to break out in the mortal world. I am your prison. 

You are my prisoner. Together, we are emotionally 

imprisoned until we reach the stage where we *

don’t give a fuck. Until we become relentless. 

* Until we break out; Prison Break. *

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I am your savior. You 

* are my warrior. Together, 

* we fight with our souls handed *

on a silverplate. I’ve got you. I’ll catch 

* you when you fall. I’ll hold you tight & 

* close when you fail. I’ll celebrate with you 

when you CONQUER. You are my sunshine. I 

* am your thunderstorm that RATTLEs you &

shakes your being, soul & body when beautifully 

transforming into your truest version of yourself; 

the poet you never knew existed deep deep inside *

of yourself. I can sense her as clearly as I feel the *

breeze gently stroking my cheeks. As well as I sense 

* my own BREATHing from my nostrils & my own

heartbeat when I put my hand on my chest. We’ll 

eternally bridge the gap between the spiritual & 

* mortal world. That is where our power lies. 

* We are the cracks, the burnt versions, the *

space holders, the vessels, the imperfect

* nature of our own delusions & *

* ACHIEVEMENTS. *

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& the best part of 

it all is that we do it 

together, in one unit, 

ONENESS. You & me. 

I have got you. I’ll hold you 

* close to my heart & breathing *

* soul that beats my heartbeat every *

single time we come together. One unit. 

* From now on & here after, it is you *

& me. Intertwined. Together. Toget–

* herness. We are yin & yang. Al- *

* ways & forever ♥. *

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